this whole fucking thing is getting too weird even for me. this ain't fun no mo'
G-Girl...the whole thing about bloggin' to me is that it's fun....this ain't fun. Now it's turnin into a job. I got so much crap coming in I don't know what to do with it, or what to believe. the grafix and writing is fun....the editing isn't.
I keep asking myself what the fuck i've gotten myself into...and more importantly why. no one in this city (who could do anything about it) gives a crap anyway.
Short of taking up arms and running these fucksticks out of town....i don't hold much hope of anything productive coming out of this crap. it's the negative energy thing....starting to wear on me.